now i knew...

NOW I KNEW,
LOVE IS COMPLETELY REVOLTING N I DONT WANT TO FACE IT AGAIN,
B4 THAT,
MY HANDS R SHAKING,
FEEL MAD,
FEEL TREATED,
FEEL IM STUPID!!!!!!
IM REALLY2 MAKE A DUMBEST DECISION IN MA LIFE!!!!!
LIFE IS COMPLETELY LIE!!!!
LIE!!!
LIE!!!!
N LIE!!!!!!!
SOO SAD..
BUT I HAVE 2 FACE IT!!!!
THIS SUFFER,
MAKES ME FEEL WANNA SUICIDE,
BUT IM ALREADY KNEW,
MA ACTION MAKES ME MORE TO SIN,
N GOIN TO HELL!!!!!!
YAA!!!!
GOIN 2 HELL!!!!!!
SHE'S LYING 2 ME!!!!!!
Y SHE DONT WANNA TO EXPLAIN 4 THIS,
AT LEAST IM NOT STUPID!!!
BUT OBVIOUSLY IM KINDA OF IDIOT!!!!!!!
FINE!!!!!!
GO 2 HELL WITH YOUR NEW BF!!!!!!!
IM LOST EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! 
SHIT!!!!!!
THATS SICK MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!
IM DUMBASS!!!!!!!!
HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!
IM NOT ROBOT!!!!!
IM NOT DOLL!!!!!!
IM HUMAN BEING!!!!!
HAVE FEELING!!!!!!
NOW IM OUTTA HERE!!!!!!
I HATE MASELF!!!!!!
MAYBE I NEED SO MEDICINE!!!!!
DRUG!!!!
YES!!
DRUGS!!!!!!!
BUT,
THATS WASTE OF MONEY....
SHE PRETEND TO BE MA GF JUZ TO GET MA BESTFRENZ!!!!!
SHES STABBING AT MA BACK!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!