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Thursday, December 30, 2010

aduyai... CINTAKU DENGAN FATIHAH..^^

tuptap,tuptap...
dh msok taon 2011...
cptnye mse brlalu...
btw, aq juge dpt buah aty bwu... :p
dye btul2 sygkn aq...
aq x pnh dpt awek yg dpt mnyygi aq spnuh aty dye...
mmg aq xnk lpskn dye...
seriously...
cinta aq n dye hnye Allah je yg taw...
cmne dye leh jtuh cnte kt aq hah???
aq bknnye hensem sgt...
tpi owg slalu kte...
cnte xpndg prs upe...
yg pnting aty msty suci n mnrimenye seadenye...
enthlh...
aq x prcye kte2 hikmah dusta trsbut...
wlaubgimanapon, aq xkn kcewakn dye....
dye syg aq spnuh aty dye,
aq syg dye spnuh gler thp maximum smpai leh cecah ke galaksi!!!!^^
hri 2 pon dye jmpe aq, kmen kitowang brpggn tngn smpai mmg mlkat abis arr...
mmg pggn maut punya!!!!^^
x sngke ade gf yg snggup brpggn tngn dgn aq bgikn rak!!!
mmg xleh lps punye arr!!!!!
NOR FATIHAH BT AHMAD TARMIZI.... kowt..:p
sbye adek pompuan aq...
comel pon comel gk... :p
serius aq nk kawen dgn dye...
bby, nntykn ktibaan b brnikah dgn bby ye... :)
bby jgn isaw~ b xkn tingglkn owg yg sgt2 mncntai b, iaitu bby~ ^^

















ohhh~~ ma heart~ ill b there 4 u~~
b pon xtaw nk describe pe agy, so b wt short2 jela...
klu ikotkn b, mmg pnjg mleret ke bwh...
smpai leh wt bku novel.. :p
aduyai~ bbyku yg comel agy kwt mjok~~ :p
smoge cinte kte kekal hingga ke akhir hyt kte.... AMINNN!!~~ :)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

now i knew...

NOW I KNEW,
LOVE IS COMPLETELY REVOLTING N I DONT WANT TO FACE IT AGAIN,
B4 THAT,
MY HANDS R SHAKING,
FEEL MAD,
FEEL TREATED,
FEEL IM STUPID!!!!!!
IM REALLY2 MAKE A DUMBEST DECISION IN MA LIFE!!!!!
LIFE IS COMPLETELY LIE!!!!
LIE!!!
LIE!!!!
N LIE!!!!!!!
SOO SAD..
BUT I HAVE 2 FACE IT!!!!
THIS SUFFER,
MAKES ME FEEL WANNA SUICIDE,
BUT IM ALREADY KNEW,
MA ACTION MAKES ME MORE TO SIN,
N GOIN TO HELL!!!!!!
YAA!!!!
GOIN 2 HELL!!!!!!
SHE'S LYING 2 ME!!!!!!
Y SHE DONT WANNA TO EXPLAIN 4 THIS,
AT LEAST IM NOT STUPID!!!
BUT OBVIOUSLY IM KINDA OF IDIOT!!!!!!!
FINE!!!!!!
GO 2 HELL WITH YOUR NEW BF!!!!!!!
IM LOST EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! 
SHIT!!!!!!
THATS SICK MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!
IM DUMBASS!!!!!!!!
HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!
IM NOT ROBOT!!!!!
IM NOT DOLL!!!!!!
IM HUMAN BEING!!!!!
HAVE FEELING!!!!!!
NOW IM OUTTA HERE!!!!!!
I HATE MASELF!!!!!!
MAYBE I NEED SO MEDICINE!!!!!
DRUG!!!!
YES!!
DRUGS!!!!!!!
BUT,
THATS WASTE OF MONEY....
SHE PRETEND TO BE MA GF JUZ TO GET MA BESTFRENZ!!!!!
SHES STABBING AT MA BACK!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

KISAH CINTA AQ YG PLIK N BRMKNE^_^

Syukur ke hdrat Ilahi aq dpt wat blog ni agy... bnde dh lps tu mmg dh lps... skang ni aq prlu pndg ke hdpn... aq tlah d tmukn dgn sowang gadis yg bwu shje brglar mualaf yg brnme Sara... aq xtaw npe aq jtuh cnte dgn dye... first time jmpe hnye dlm lmn web sosial yg pling popular, iaitu Facebook.. 'npelh aq tkot sgt nk add dye ni'... 'pe yg aq tkut sgt'... 'kwn je kowt', kte hti aq..  aq, dgn ttup mte tros meng'add dye... aq dpt taw si Sara pon mlalui pages yg smmgnye aq n like dlu b4 aq jumpe fb Sara, iaitu Kami Tak Suka Dr Rozmey' cmtulh bunyiknye... aq nk tgk gmbr dye pon cm tkot2, debar2 hty aq nk mnengoknye... 'eh, asal hty aq jd cmtu...' aq pon ttuplh laptop aq yg smmgnye nk rosak, aq hmpas LCD trsbut... 'aduyai, Ya Allah, wat happen 2 me?'.. aq jd x kruan, mncrik mp3 Walkman aq n mndgr lgu brgenre Metalcore... aq ttap tringt si Sara wlupon aq kwatkn volumenye hingga mncech maximum, tpi htyku dgn si Sara... 'OH SHIT MOTHERFUCKER!!!!! WHAT IM THINKING BOUT!!!! DONT B SOO FUCK UP U SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!' aq mki dri aq... aq slalu brpgg pde jnji, aq hnye pkir STUDY,STUDY,STUDY!!!! NO NEED THINK BOUT LOVE U ASSHOLE!!!!', aq mki blek dry aq n brsmbong; 'KO X LYK DPT DYE!!!! DYE COMEL TPI AQ!!!!! COMEL PEKEBENDENYE!!!! MNYUSAHKN DRY JE!!!!!! DHLH GEMOK, PNDEK, CELAKALH KAU WAHAI ASHRAF!!!!!!' aq slalu memaki dry aq klu dry aq wat aq x snang...n mmg aq slalu pndg rndh trhdp dry aq.. tpi hty ni slalu brdbar2... ' KO SIALLAH ASHRAF!!!!!!' dgn pnsnye aq lalu mnumbuk jntongku, nmun x rse skit... Pelik, cmne leh x sket, mkin mnjd2 dbarnnye adelh... aq trlalu.... trlalu... trlalu... 'adakh aq jtoh hty pdenye?', kte aq... aq jd brtmbh tension smpaikn games, sume jd brclaru mcm otak aq... aq pkir,pkir,n pkir... 'bleh ke dye trime lmrnku sbgai gf aq'... 'AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! FORGET IT!!!!!! tpi, aq jngok2 pages cndwan... mmg hbat dowang...  brpe lme komen dowang brthan lme... smpaikn ade yg komen makian, ktukn trhdp si Cendawan brthn lme smpai 27jam!!!! hebat,hebat... mmg nk attack je smpailh pages ddr block aq... pe! mmg tnsion aq!!!! then, aq tgk komen2 kt pages ktuk ddr, mmg mnghiborkn aty smpailh Sara ade post kt wall ktukn ddr... pe, aq pon scre x sngje tros mngomen komen dye kt post td... mula2 lyn gk, ps2 pde 1 hry, aq komen, dye xbalas... pe! jntungku bgaikn disntap2...! 'PUKIMAK KO ASHRAF!!!!! DYE XNK LYN DHLH!!!!! MCM SIAL KO NI ASHRAF!!!!! BUTOLH HANG!!!!!' aq mki blek dry aq yg gemok cm babi ni!!! sbnrnye, aq sdih dgn dryku ni... pompuan mnelh yg nk syg aq... aq mule mngundurkn dry drypde pages trsbot... rmai owg xnk aq g dry pages trsbot... hnye dsbbkn komen aq yg x sbrpe jiwanglh... then, aq pon cm mlslh nk xnk lyn dowang je... so, aq pown watlh hl sndry dgn brmen Mafia Wars, game sosial yg pling best wat aq smpai addicted 2 dat games... smase aq tgh men, tbe2 de sowang adk angkt aq yg brnme ape hah..?? oh, nme fbnye Fnaw Mha.. dye tnye aq mcm2... then ttibe, dye tnye aq, ko de ske kt sspe bdk fb kew? aq jwb x... sbb mmg tgh frust gklh, tpi mls nk amek taw... den, Sara de post sesua2 kt wall aq... dlm aty aq brtnye,'apahal minah ni??!! nk kne spak kew??!! ko wat aq jtuh cntelh sial!!!' kte htyku... tpi x smnangnye aq g komen.. 'BUTO KO ASHRAF!!!!! KO G KOMEN WATPE SIAL!!!! SPTUTNYE AQ DELETE JE POST DYE!!!!! BKNNYE SUSAH!!!!!' mrh aq kpde dryku sndry yg tgn sndry mngde2 nk komen.. nk je aq ptong tgn aq ni.. then, dye pon lyn.. aq pon, yela~~ lyn jela~~ then, mse aq chat dgn adk angkt aq, dye kte, si Sara single arr, dye men2 dgn Kamen Rider arr.. aq mmg xcye...biar je dye bebel apetah smpai Fnaw pon de ckp, luahkn aje!!!! pe, jntong aq x psl2 brdgup kncng nk mmpOs mcm kne ECHO!!!!!! PE!!!!! APAHAL SI MINAH SIAL NI!!!!!! CM SETAN DYE NK WAT PSL KT AQ!!!!!! last2, dye de kte pe hah?? aq pon lpe... ooo... dye de kte,x cbe, mne taw... so, aq pon ttibe nk lkukn sesua2 yg x pnh aq jngkekn.. 'PE, MMG KO CRK NHSLH ASHRAF!!!!!' maki dry aq agy... so, aq postlh bnde sial(bg aqlh b4 aq kapel dgn Sara) kt wall si Sara 2... then, aq pkir nk remove je ke2-2 minah sial 2... then, tah cmne aq leh 2unggu mklum blas dry si Sara 2... kmudian, Sara de komen, ktenye dye pon ske kt aq... HTY AQ JD CM...' HAH??!!!! CMNE KO BLEH JD SIAL NI ASHRAF???!!!!' kte aq dgn gmbira dlm kmakian kpde dry aq sndry... so, dye pon de bg no hp dye kpde aq... PE!!!!! CM X CYE LOL!!!!!!!!!! cmtulh kish yg x brpe mkne bg kowang tpi bg aq x... mmg aq hrgai dye smpai Allah memishkn aq n dye... trus-trang dye 2 kwat jeles, snang suspicious, prmah, ske jge aty owg, n snang majok, tpi snng pjOk... hohoho~~ mmg bhgia aq n dye skang ni... bwu 5 hry kapel dh mcm2 trjd... tpi kmi ttp mnghrunginye  dgn tbah... Sara, I REALLY LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! NO MATTER WHAT IT IS, I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE!!!!!!!!!!! smpaikn aq yg Metacore mnjd Jiwang lol~~~~ hahaha.... klu sume nk taw spekh yg aq kapel skang ni... aq brkapel dgn Qristiana Sarah(nme Islamnye, Nur Cinta Maisarah i guess.. :p)lpe plak.. sowy ye bucuk~ ^_^ gmbr d'bwh is ma baby.^_^